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thats it for this journal [Wednesday ( August 9th, 2006 | 7:56pm )] ( Long Story Short ) well,  i put that crap that happened the other night behind a cut. but i think its time i hung up safetyxpinned's gloves. i've had this journal for almost 3 years. and i start 11th grade tomorrow. i'm going to keep this journal for memories, but i'm posting new things in my new journal. which will be friends only. so go comment it to be added.  new journal = zomgwtfroflol Sora. You're lucky. Looks like my summer vacation is.. over. cmnt

almost over. i cant velieve it. [Tuesday ( August 8th, 2006 | 9:58pm )] [ mood | bored ] [ music | daniel larusso's gonna fight! ] i have one day left of summer vacation. unbelieveable. and i got a pretty queerhaircut today. its all short and everything. but i guess it isnt so bad. i'm not sure how good of a job i did of bettering myself this summer. i guess i'll have to wait for things to happen so i can find out.  woke up at leahs because i slept there, thank God i woke up there. leah told me to get in her bed, and i obliged. and slept a little while longer and then i played with tré and hit him in the head with the remote on accident and we played and watched tv then granny came and we hung out and i ate mcdonalds and then she brought me to get a haircut at a gay barber who wouldnt let me look in the mirror so i was somewhat of a smartalec to him. bad llama. but then we left and i've been sitting here at home all day since i need to read more than i've read. seriously. ill spend all day tomorrow reading and spark noting. blahhh tomorrow also calls for some closure cmnt

not the right time yet [Monday ( August 7th, 2006 | 9:53am )] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | teasing to please-CIWWAF ] i didnt cry near as much as i wanted to on my way to sleep last night. i really hope there are more tears to come. that sounds weird. i just want to make sure they are all out. this is huge and life-changing and it's going to be one of the hardest things i've ever had to do and it's my fault because i made it like this. i have no idea what life's going to be like. part of me is glad i got some questions answered, but at the same time i had no clue how many new questions would arise from this. i'm still not sure if all this is good, or if all this is bad. but anyways, it's not the time yet to pour out in a LJ entry. i'm going to my sister's house in a little while and i better be babysitting becaus i dont want to just watch that stupid dog. it will be good to have that cute little booger to get my mind off this, and i cannot stress how freaking badly i need to finish those summer reading books. not a good way to start off my toughest school year yet. there are like two or three people that i talk to off the computer IRL and that's like spencer, emily, and other emily sometimes. and idk if any of you guys care too much about what i'm talking about (not to say you don't care about me period, i just know i would probably be sick of me to a point by now) but if are curious and would rather me explain a little, you can call me today, i won't not pick up or anything. ring my cell, which i wont answer and ill call you back from my sisters house. stupid prepaid phone.. (ooh look at me! im justin! call me because everyone cares about my problem! lawl) thats it for now, laterr read ( 2 ) cmnt

[Monday ( August 7th, 2006 | 1:11am )] [ mood | crushed ] i cried a lot so far. and i wish i would keep crying. thats what im hoping for. just to cry cry cry cry cry cry cry until there is nothing left. and then i want to do it some more. i think that's what will mostly happen tonight. there's nothing else to do. hmm. it doesnt feel like its 1AM. cmnt

rawr. [Sunday ( August 6th, 2006 | 9:20pm )] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | shimmy shimmy quarter turn- hgb ] i finally call the girl and of course she doesn't answer. i tried, and i'll try again. for fear of God sending down plagues. i dislike the trumpet and football games and marching season right now because there's an october 6 landmines show @ the darkroom and right now it looks like ill have to miss it. shyt. been hanging around the house with my NO family lately =/ theyre back to stay, blahhhhhhh and wi0th them they bring loads of junk food that i dont need  headache from all the screaming nowww. read ( 1 ) cmnt

subjects [Wednesday ( August 2nd, 2006 | 6:22pm )] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | theres a class for this- cute is what we aim for ] lets see if i have the ability to sit here and recap the past events of my life. i dont remember what i did this weekend.. hm. yeah saturday i went to logans party for like 2 seconds because i was supposed to go to the movies with laura but i don't know why i got my hopes up with that because i of course didnt get to so me and micah saw miami vice instead and that was ok i guess sunday i dont remember either. monday i went to ashens and watched a movie with her randomly and then dustin got us and we brought her to flags, got my camera, gave taylor the footswitch and saw kelli's new baby all real quick. then i stayed the night with thomas and that was great. he was on the phone with katelyn for forever and i of course couldnt help but call samantha (from this point known as stupidhead) and i dont know why i did and im now sick of always doing that. but hallelujah she answered and she sounds all sad or whatever and when i finally figure out whats bothering her i lock myself in the bathroom to talk to her. apparently kelsi was thinking samantha was ignoring her and samantha was upset about that because she had no idea why kelsi would think that. maybe because she doesn't answer her phone because "its gay and she doesnt get some calls or texts" or shes at (&(&)(&_$^#%^ dance and so she sits there going on about it and blahblahblahlbalhl  and then i try asking her about band camp and she says she isnt ready. then a few minutes later OUT OF NOWHERE she says how she doesnt want to see a single person the next day. not just kelsi and me, or even just kelsi! she said she didnt want to see anyone and- here's where i got pissed- that she had even wanted to transfer schools because even though she loves school and central as a school, she hates the people there. wooooowwww that got me super pissed off, i was asking her in an angry tone who on earth would make her want to do that. and i kept doing that and she wouldnt tell me anything and told me no one specific or some crap like that. so needless to say i was still really mad so when she said she had to clean her room i said ok and hung up on her. and i havent talked to her since and i dont plan on it. me and kelsi are agreeing that she's extremely selfish and we're tired of it. and shes stupid and annoying and obnoxious and blahlblahlblalhlblalhlblahlbah idkk. im sick of her right now though. anyways, band camp has been awesome these past two days! hanging with all my friends, LEARNING ONE WHOLE THINGY IN TWO FREAKING DAYS, meeting new kids, having a big bucket of water, and all kinds of new things. im reeeally excited for marching season. IM OFFICALLY A TRUMPET BOOYAH. i dont wanna say i told you so.. but.. OH YEAHHHHHH! IN YO FUCKIN FACE! hahahah 1-2-3 I LOVE BAND. so i wont reflect too much on the negativity of this post. and i wont continue. yesterday was just a crappy day, but it was yesterday, so its in the past. nothing can be done now. today is a new day :D cmnt

finally home! [Thursday ( July 27th, 2006 | 10:25pm )] [ mood | good ] [ music | the curse of curves- CIWWAF ] yayyy i've been at leah's since sunday night. that was way fun. then they came over for awhile after they brought me home to watch their tv shows because their electricity was out. i babysat tré for a few hours today and he was angelic. i rule at watching that kid. i've been with him all week so we bonded big time. he's the bestest. but he totally peed on me the other day XD i was changing him and saw he was about to pee again so i was trying to hurry. and i had my hand over him and he peed on my hand and it caught me off guard so i yelped and he got scared and started crying so i picked him up to console him and i was holding him and he proceeded to unleash the remainder of his bladder on my shirt and shorts and it soaked through to my boxers. WOW NASTY lol but it was awesome hanging with him and leah and tim.  bunches of stuff i saw on the internet since i've been gone. winstons cd is coming out! august 19 cd release show @ the darkroom. i should promote that beast. WITN is playing at the darkroom a lot soon. twice this weekend. i should definitely make it if i can =/ gsdjgnla we can't practice this weekend though =/ i think im going to call a few places around here to see if they'll let us do some acoustic sets to help them and us out. that would be great. idk what else! didnt see landmines monday =/ cmnt

her bone structure screams "touch her, touch her!" [Sunday ( July 23rd, 2006 | 8:01pm )] dlfbalddfh i do that too much. im at a loss for words lately. anyways, today was boring, my mom was partly being hardheaded, im going to stay the night with leah tonight, im 99% sure i cant go to nola tomorrow night to see landmines, and i just baked cookies. cmnt

i hate this [Saturday ( July 22nd, 2006 | 12:23pm )] [ mood | blah ] [ music | the curse of curves- CIWWAF ] i never know what to put in LJ entries anymore.. :/ life is just pretty boring and repetitive. so yesterday kenny did come over for awhile, but we only worked on one new one. but got through a lot with it! and we hung out and ate pizza and played super smash bros, and thats about it. then he walked over to ashens about the same time i was SUPPOSED to go work, but of course didnt. i am really really sick and tired of this crap. i cant wait until im 16 so i can get a real job with a schedule and everything.  and last night was lauren's birthday party. that was super cool! hung out with everyone and called lauren e. a whale and she hated me for awhile and patrick and emily kept tickling me bc they did it once by accident and heard my tickle laugh -_- and we acted out dead man's chest haha and we ate hotdogs and nachos and chips and drank cokes and just hung out and goofed off. it was pretty fun. i kept trying to call shannon last night and then i finally remembered she is on vacation again. i'm the only one that hasnt gone anywhere this summer. lauren e. went to fecking peru! and patrick and emily went to alabama twice and emily is in florida again, lauren and patrick both went to california, samantha went to florida. i reeealllly wanted to go to the beach this summer, but i never did. now summer's almost over and it feels so wasted and i hate it. in less than about two weeks i'll be back to sitting in a classroom, walking through crowded halls, dealing with teachers and certain rotc officers that don't like me, facing all the pressures that come through high school, and doing it all over again the next day for 9 months, until i get my next few months to waste away here again.  i told myself i wanted to better myself this summer mentally and physically. i'm not so sure how good im doing mentally and i definitely sucked at getting more fit. i really wanted to just talk to someone last night, but no one was answering.  this year is going to be crazy. and i know i probably won't be one, but i really really want to be a trumpet this year. if only for marching season, so be it. but i really want to be one, it means a lot to me. i want to learn it, and i already put it on my class ring for a goal.  assdc vkhj i don't knoww. blah read ( 2 ) cmnt

no band practice tomorrow again. [Thursday ( July 20th, 2006 | 9:02pm )] [ music | cute is what we aim for! ] blahhh! we never practice. except we did last weekend. so i can't complain. :/ but i wanted to practice again! me and kenny officially sort of kind of put together a new song for work called "schoolgirl crushes". another fun song. i wrote it. how many songs do we have.. - "nothing doing" - "love can be measured in money" (AKA the penny song) - "ain't no party like a mario party" (AKA the rockabilly song, i decided that should totally be the name of it) - "schoolgirl crushes" (work in progress) - another song we need to think of, maybe sort of slowish, idk - "disco dinosuars" (i have no idea what this one wil be about really, im pretty sure it will be a "theme song" type thing") and that would be it. the sort of slow one wouldn't really be slow, but just have a slow tempo mostly i think, idk. it'll be cool. that'll be 6 songs, that's a great set i think. now if we could all just get together :/  i think kenny will come over in the morning and we'll work on the three new songs. that should be good :]  sooooo idk im bored now, im gonna go p.s. never read last night. called that one. cmnt

asdf [Wednesday ( July 19th, 2006 | 10:00pm )] yahh guess who didn't go to work again today? man working for a florist suckss. but dusty did say he'll "most likely" need me tomorrow, friday, and saturday. friday was my day! nooononononononononononono!! friday is laurens party, me and leah and tim were supposed to go to the movies, and BAND PRACTICE. the movies can be rescheduled, and so can practice but i reeeeeeeally dont want to wait for practice. spencer, will you be able to make it you think? i just read your entry about your parents and blahblah, so as long as i give the ride both ways, will it still be cool you think? :/ and lauren's birthday only comes once a year! sooo idk what im going to do. friday is a wedding and i would mainly be helping set up. but fbafg ok i just talked to him and he said we'll leave the shop around 4 and go to the wedding, so im totally keeping practice scheduled. idk. im gonna go try and read. haha yeah rightt cmnt

gotta get it back to [Wednesday ( July 19th, 2006 | 9:41am )] [ mood | busy ] balhlablalbhlblahlblalhlah!!! there's a ton of things i need to do. i haven't picked up the book i have to read for american history. it's just sitting on my floor ._. i need to write some more lyrics, i think i'm going to work with the two new things i have for two new songs and then we're going to make a "theme song" and it's going to be weird and it might be me rapping, who knows, and that will make 6 songs total. i need to go to work and make money because i haven't in two weeks and i'm not going to be able to get lauren a present for awhile. her party is friday and i think we're squeezing in a practice that day WITH SPENCER YAYY but i might have to work that day? djaldgj i'll take off even though i'm retarded for that. and then lauren's party is friday night and my sister and tim i think wanted to go to the movies and for some reason idk if i want to go to lauren's house. lfkhs read, lyrics, party, practice, movies, school starts soon ::shudder:: and i need new clothes like crazy, my granny and mom are nagging for a haircut, bhadsfliabrefarg&*$(()#t4r$&$%^$&$ # anyways, yah i have a ton of crap to do and im mainly procrastinating. but it'll all work out. <b>EMILYYY I REEEALLLY NEED TO BORROW THEIR EYS WERE WATCHING GOD ASAP PLZZZ <3 read ( 1 ) cmnt

things are looking hopeful! [Tuesday ( July 18th, 2006 | 5:36pm )] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | weird al ] soooo things are going pretty good lately? minus the fact i still havent worked in two weeks. ._. but anyways, we went to leah's house again today and hung out with granny and tré, which of course is the bestest. and hung out there and that was great now i've just been hanging out at home all day, BUT!! -it's im thinking some pretty good chances of spencer being able to jam friday!! -hopefully i'll get to go see jacob play at a house show saturday! -AND THE BEST NEWS IS THAT I HAVE A CHANCE TO NOT ONLY GO SEE LANDMINES MONDAY IN NOLA, BUT ALSO LOBSTER MACHINE AND BOWSER!!  slkdhfalkd i hope all these things happen! cmnt

pimples suck!! [Sunday ( July 16th, 2006 | 2:12pm )] [ mood | ehh ] my face is breaking out kinda bad =[ and it hurts realllly bad ahh so what have i done lately? band practice! hadn't had a real good one in forever. all of us were there finally, and we got a lot done. of course kenny had his panties in a bunch at some points, and of course we butted heads a little bit. but its all good. i think we have about  3 songs done? we had that slow song, but i guess we'll probably drop it. i liked the words and all, but we need more energetic stuff, and we can write better slow stuff definitely. hopefully im pretty sure spencer will be able to jam with us this weekend sometime! that will be ultimate.  so band practice from like 1 to like 6 something yesterday and then micah came and got me again and dropped me off at home, and like 20 minutes later called me asking if i wanted to go to the movies XD so of course we went and saw you, me, and dupree. it was pretty good i guess. not amazing. owen wilson gave it its moments. then we went to walmart and got drinks and hung out and came home, where i hung out for an hour and then kristin called me at 2something while i was playing gameboy and we talked for a couple hours and then i stayed up another hour and went to bed at 5 and woke up at like 12:10 today. haha i think we're going to granny's or something later? better bring the baby! cmnt

myspace is lame [Friday ( July 14th, 2006 | 4:28pm )] [ mood | good ] [ music | make a man out of you- mulan ] no work again today! adkfhvlfadg getting on my nerves but last night micah and me went to see pirates again! omgsh, STILL BEST MOVIE EVAR! =D even more amazing the second time around. we didn't get out until like 12:30 and then got taco bell and drinks from walmart and ate it in the parking lot, i didnt get home until 1:20 beaux brought me my n64! all i have is super smash bros. (and i don't think i ever owned that game =?) so i need a trillionzillion more n64 games like crazy. all today i've been playing cards with beaux and in awhile im going to play some video games with him, he's not so bad when he isn't bad. haha and tomorrow means superman with matthew! yayayay spiderman 3 trailerrr!!11111 h4><0rz . he said him and ashley were a little rocky. she better quit acting like she is :/ and speaking of girls, samantha hasn't answered her phone in a couple days. i hope she made it home safely read ( 1 ) cmnt

drinkin my milk [Wednesday ( July 12th, 2006 | 8:51pm )] [ mood | happy ] [ music | here in your arms- hellogoodbye ] milk tastes gooood. so last night was pirates of the carribean: dead man's chest!! w00t and it freaking rockedddd! i was going crazy at the end. it was one of the best movies EVAR. just like i said it would be. afterwards katelyns sister came to pick us back up and we drove home and stopped at jessica's friend melissa's (who was with us) house so she could tinkle. then we were pulling out of the neighborhood and jessica saw a girl named sharron and then this black mustang came up on us fast and jessica thought it was someone she knew, so the stang passed us and was going fast and then when we got behind it, jessica seriously LAYYYED on the horn for a long time and it was crazy and i was saying we were gonna die because i was hyper on caffiene and then at the next red light the same car was in the lane to our left and it came in reverse and like looked at us and then i was past the dying thing and it was just hilarious and i was ready for something else to happen and it was funny. so jessica likes to act crazy on tuesday nights because her dad's a cop lol got back to thomas's, watched his no-cable tv, played video games, farted on him, argued with him, fought, laughed, and talked, and finally went to sleep. and then we woke up and he said he had a dream and me and samantha held hands and walked out of ms deleons class like that and then i jumped on him and tackled him and stuff and we hung out and played trumpet and got me a fingering chart and played guitar and ate cereal and sort of watched napoleon dynamite and showered and i think thats it then his dad brought me home because thomas had to go to work (at least ONE of us got to! >D) and i hung out here for awhile. mommy finally brought me to school to get my report card where colonel was. he told me to take off my hat and REALLY wanted me to and i wouldnt. and i was like HA. and so this past semester i got all A's except english and biology (but they count as As) and geometry (which i think is bs). so yayyy for me! then i came home and zippy came over to hang for a while and then we went to his house and went swimming and i came home later.  just been playing super mario on my gameboy all night and in awhile the hills is coming on so i have to watch that of course. work tomorrow HOPEFULLY i hate florists and their slow work days djhadb and if im not mistaken samantha is homeee read ( 1 ) cmnt

yay! [Tuesday ( July 11th, 2006 | 6:05pm )] going to the movies! spending the night with thomas! i absolutely love hellogoodbye's new song! that's all! read ( 1 ) cmnt

ca-caw ca-caw ive got her wallet [Tuesday ( July 11th, 2006 | 11:04am )] [ mood | jkad DUR. and tired. ] [ music | end without an end- winston willinghammmmmm ] asldkbadfbf blshblahblahblahbalhablah uhm i dont even know. i'm of course waiting for dusty to call me, but i'll probably call him in a minute. and tonight i'm preeeeeetty sure im gonna go see pirates of the carribean 2 YAYAYAYAY and maybe even STAY THE NIGHT WITH THOMAS?!? ZOMGHOORAY. anywayyyyys nothing more interesting happened last night. talked to emily for about an hour about everything. samantha, watching next with the volume way down and then yelling "BITCH YOU GOT NEXTED! OHH BITCH YEAAAHH OH BITCH!" just in the middle of emily talking, and tons of stuff. its funnn blah. work hopefuly. movies hopefully. thomas hopefully. TRACFONE NEEDS TO FIX MY DAMN PHONE D: cmnt

dlkvhbadrnarna [Monday ( July 10th, 2006 | 7:44pm )] [ mood | blah ] [ music | family guy theme songg ] sooo this morning i went to granny's and was gonna help her babysit while my sister went to see pirates X( and i helped her babysit and tre was adorable and we played etc. yayayayy  then... like ive been trying to get in touch with my boss since yesterday to see if i had to work today and he never answered and i needed to know bc i had to go help my granny babysit tre today and i wasnt gonna wait around if i might not even have to go to work and i called the shop at like 2something to see what was up, and this lady named pam answered. i thought she was the delivery lady and she didnt know me and i thought it was weird she didnt remember me because she'd seen me before, and it ended up being the owner. but my boss is buying the shop from her and its almost his now, and she was throwing all sorts of questions at me and said "there was a problem with me working there" and when i asked why she said they didnt need any help, and she had no idea i was working there and said she'd have to talk to dusty so ive been trying to get in touch with him to make sure no one is in trouble and make sure i still have a job so yeah its crazy blahhh hopefully i get to go do the play thingy with emily in the morning! and swimmingggg!!!!!!!!!! yayayayay gotta figure this work out crap though =/ cmnt

can you feel the love tonight? [Sunday ( July 9th, 2006 | 5:04pm )] [ music | can you feel the love tonight ] so i did go to emily's house, choked down some yellow paint her mom tried to pass off as butternut squash soup yuckyy and watched THE LION KING yayyyy still, the greatest movie ever made. seriously.  today has been unproductive, a lot. just sitting around. samantha texted me at 6something this morning (and she's lucky it didn't wake me up >_>) saying she didnt have classes today and she was bored and apparently im supposed to help her with that.. so when i saw it i called her and she was in mcdonalds and it was loud and we talked a bit and she said call back later and i called twice since then and no answer blahhhh  i need to get to the library. everyone is finding relationships, falling in love, etc. i should totally get with the program. ha read ( 1 ) cmnt

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